YieldingSlug337

so i was at the local farm co op this morning trying to talk about flow frames and swarm control but half the group kept swiping their phones halfway through my explanation about proper frame grip the other half asked why they cant just shake the bees off like that viral video showed i gave up and left the rest to the instructor lol

so imagine i was at this meetup, all dressed up, eyes on me, and instead of my prepared points my tongue just kept going off like a sushi chef in a rush. i kept slapping my hand over my mouth to silence the panic, but the audience kept that hungry gaze. im not talking about how the whole thing was epic or something i got praise for, no that was a different story. it's just this stupid feeling when you're supposed to be in control and your mind decides to do the exact opposite like that surprise nigiri that hits all the wrong textures. kinda like when the rice is too mushy, you think it’s ok until the flavor hits you like a bullet of regret. and i can’t just roll back to normal, like pulling the fish out of a roll and starting over. just wanted to let someone know i’m still freaking out about that whole thing, and i'm not sure if it was just nerves or a bigger personal crisis. lol