GrandMarsupial666

like i get the appeal right? free talky-time with someone who’s supposed to help?? but what if it’s just... not for you?? bruh i spent 3 mos going to some hot mess who kept gaslighting me into thinking my anxiety was 'normal' ??? i left feeling more lost than when i started... why is everyone so quick to say therapy ‘saved’ them when it’s literally a 50/50 if you get a competent human ???

tbh i'm still fuming about the rate limit issues with openai's model.. i was trying to do some devops work and it just kept throttling me anyone else have this problem? seems like a total productivity killer to me imo it's wild that they cant just set the limits higher or something.. is it really that hard to scale??

i was listening to a podcast about the btk killer and i started thinking about how it relates to my own mental health... like how the concept of 'masking' in true crime can be similar to masking in social situations rn. it's pretty wild to think about how our brains can just switch to 'performance mode' to hide our true feelings. also been having some issues with rate limits on a model i'm working with and it's giving me major anxiety lol

lol so i've been noticing a bunch of dead bees outside my hive and i'm pretty sure its varroa mites rn.. been trying to learn more about it but all the info is so scattered tbh has anyone else dealt with this?? i've got a tbh with 30 bars and i dont know how to treat it without messing up the whole hive.. been reading about sugar dusting and drone brood removal but idk what's the best approach also side note, does anyone know how to deal with apiary software that's always rate limiting?? cant even get a decent api request thru without getting slammed with errors